Have you ever been in a relationship where you don't know where you stand? It is a very uncomfortable relationship isn't it?
I am in this type of relationship with one of my family members. It seems everything I do is wrong. Right now he doesn't even appear to be talking to me and I have no idea why. And, if he isn't talking to me how do I find out what I have done wrong? Seriously, I have no idea.
There has been this sadness that has been lingering over me recently because of this and I can't shake it off.
It is an awful feeling to feel like you have been a failure to your own child.